This is me being completely transparent. For those of you who don’t know me, or for those of you who think that you know me, pay attention. I suffer from Major Depressive Disorder, Panic Disorder, Anorexia and OCD. I have Panic Attacks everyday and I worry about stupid things. I grow attached to people fast, and I hate losing people as well. I don’t know what to feel about anything anymore, and I can’t quite trust my own mind. I love many people, but I cannot quite comprehend love from others. I can’t make up my mind, or make decisions by myself. Im terrified of growing up, and I prefer to live in the past, even though it constantly tortures me. Im childish, my main hobby is to play Video Games, but I also like to read and write. I take an interest in Psychology and one day hope to become a Clinical Psychologist. This is ME. For all of those people who thought they understood me, or were already scared off by ME, here I am. Im sick of people running away because they find out what I am really like. From now on, the only people who are worth my time and feelings are the people I can call TRUE friends. I don’t want to be around people who only care because they pity me. This is who I am. Take it or Leave it.